the time has come? what the hell have I been doing for 4 1/2 years...

The time for exploring new places and new ideas has come -- so tune into your wanderlust and get traveling! Plan a trip to a foreign land. Being intrigued by new people and new cultures will energize you to a point that you might finally understand what you really need to be doing with your life. The blinders are coming off. You are opening your mind to new ways of living, and although not every discovery is a revelation, most are at least terribly interesting.